Am deeply sorry babe

I love you so very much, even thou at times I do things that hurt you, I try so hard to hope that you always see, how much you being in my life means to me, I am sorry yet again for causing you emotional struggles and making you cry. Please forgive and forget. I know I don't deserve another chance with you but am sure you won't regret giving me one yet again to treat you better and fill our lives with amazing love. Let me make up for the loss time. I'm sorry for everything babe. 

My life was complete
But now it's not
I lost it all, because I fought.
She made me alive
Now I am dead
I'm laying here
Crying in my bed
Life is worthless
Why should I...

I don’t know how to do it,
But I got to do right,
I need to say I’m sorry,
I don’t want to see us fight.
I’m staring at the clouds,
I sit and reminisce,
I remember all the good