Already Taken

Just to let you know you did change my world and have never met one like you which makes me wanna say only last word in mind in such a hurry. I feel am already taken and there's no more space for another to come in. I can't imagine a life without you and honestly wanna be forgiven for whatsoever damages I've cost between us and ready to make up for lost times. 

Missing you each day is purely an understatement 
Life has nearly become less interesting to me since you left
Sadness has taken over my mind time after time
Many tears being shared in my private room
While wearing a seemly happy face when friends are around
This whole stuffs has turned me into a strange person
Always awake when others asleep
If God does answers prayers then
I have prayed several prayers to God for on this
My hopes are not fading off and just keep hoping 
For something great to happen that would bring you back to me
Because feelings are too strong and good to mislead me 

To one N only Nicole Runck!!!
 

Without You

I am in love with you and I can't let you go. I know my friends, your friends even family may not support me, but I just can't find happiness without you. I do need you. I have openly admitted my mistakes and they weren't intentionally and would do anything to prove what am saying. You may not expect me chasing you for months since you decided to quit on me but I refuse to accept this as end road for us. I never stress over anyone but your worth than the stress right now.  Best thing ever Can't imagine my life right now without you, Nicole. You changed my life so much that each time my phone rings I wish it was you calling or text-ing.  If there's any prize I could pay to get you back then I am more than willing to take it. My hesitation does not make me weak but I am trying to let you see I have long love you and trying my hardest to make you see reason to change your mind return to us.  I can understand circumstances surrounding this now and with you all that painful memories could be erased and rewrite sweet and loving memories altogether. I'd love you to see those painful times as our rough patches we have to experience in order to value and cherish each other better than we have ever done.  I believe and know I can understand you lot better now and we could only get better and happier together. Not really sure how to feel about this but there's something in the way you move me after months of not seeing your smile. Makes me feel like I can't live without you and it takes me all the way...  I want you return to your rightful place in my heart Where I want you to stay and remain forever I want you to be my only option I want you to be last woman standing I want to take you with me to see mama I want to wake every morning with you beside me I miss sharing everything with you I miss your cooking and your smell I miss the way you call my name and make me turn right to you I miss coming home without you there to hug me and then tell me about your day. I miss our moment  I miss going swimming with you I miss your sense of reasoning I miss the true woman that you're full of amazing love and tenderness I miss your love ans care most This is us  Without you, I am nothing. With you, I am something. Together, we're everything and life would just keep smiling on us. I need you back in my life baby babe... It's about time!!!