Everyday I cry On The Inside

It as if we live in a different world. Life's naturally beautiful but human greed is making it look and feels terrible for some. I'm kinda private person and I know some of you would argue diz fact due to my daily posting on my platforms and I will tell you why. I came out of my hideout knowing fully well nobody is willing to lead me a voice. Nearly every newspapers company around I have written to them few times and I got nothing back. I created my platforms for single purpose. To express my concern and issues affecting me, people and environment around me. I'm NOT doing diz for recognition. I'm NOT into copy and paste many do here. I spend quality time researching, speaking to people, writing emails and praying to God for inspirations.

Generally, I'm a happy soul and I love to play; A LOT and those who know me can attest to diz but how can I be happy knowing that the system we been born in is a SET UP and it only favors some? I came from a middle class family and there's a huge value and relevance placed on child's education. Thanks to my parents and my brothers especially for making sure that I went to school at the point where I was almost becoming a REGRET to those around me, though NOT by choice but by what was around me. I mean environment! I love people and used to be easily influenced by what they do. Positive and Negative.

Diz lock down has really brought my mind back to things I have been through personally and collectively with friends and I feel like sharing now seeing how unfortunate youths in Africa are and how they are being used to cause major unrest in their own village, town, city, country or continent. Though I was never near anything they do and say now but I wish they have someone listening and offering them useful advise. My heart bleed and it makes me cry and feel sad and at the same time grateful to my late father who week in and out coming to my school to apologize to teachers and principal due to my bad conducts. My Mom at a point lost all hope on me and she never said anything positive about me and Stanley, Jude, Tega and the rest are my life witnesses. I remained in school due to my father's influence.

These guys rioting, protesting and destroying things are NOT all bad people I promise. They just lack love, good advise and above all, FOOD! If you have never tasted poverty be grateful to life cuz you never know what it means to NOT have and to not eat. In early 2016 in Cambodia, I was wounded and bitter and going to do some bad stuffs to people that hurt me not weighing the consequences upfront until God sent help my way. NOT money but PURE LOVE AND HELPFUL ADVISE which was what I was missing and in need of and NOBODY around was offering me it.

Hunger is worse than Corona virus and African politicians device diz strategy to trap and enslave the poor and their children. We are being fed with lies and empty promises. A hungry man is an angry man they say. To keep people who go out everyday in search of daily food at home in this lock down is the toughest challenge our government is facing and it's tough to convince a hungry person to hind to advice at diz moment but there has to be a way.

I strongly recommend our government to start thinking of sending people that can sit to negotiate with diz guys ASAP if not, things are going to turn ugly. The protest is spreading from state to state bit by bit and nobody including the government wants to see diz happening to our dear country.

I'm worried with the situation cuz when all else fails, the next action of by the government is likely to be manslaughter and poor, hungry, homeless and disadvantaged kids, teens and adults are going to be victims as always.

Everyday I cry on the inside for the unlucky and innocent Nigerians/Africans people experiencing hardship, forced labor, human trafficking, stigmatization, stereotyping, tough immigration laws, crime, thuggery, disappointments, hope against HOPE etc... #TalkNLIVE

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No Wrong Path: All Paths Lead You To Your Destiny

Hey! Thanks for stopping by. Literally, the video above may seem short with very common words you probably hear everyday and they have not really sink into your mind as intended by Oprah, maybe. The same thing happened to me at first. I went back listening to it again and again till I finally understood the message. Most people just read and not figuring out the actual meaning of the stuff they just read or trying to figure out writers/speakers mind. Its all come down to listening ability. How much do you listen and how much do you learn and take from your listening? Do NOT listen with your ears only. Listen with your mind. Allow it sink deeply inside you. That way you get the message correctly.

When I'm around people, I play, laugh and smile but I listen more to utterances of people and I reprocess them at my lone time trying to figure out their meaning and intentions behind them. Yes, I am a thinker and most people who truly know me understand this about me. We live in thinkers'era. It takes proper thinking to write meaningful poetry, movie script, documentary or an article.

As a result, I have put together here, few quotes that I fell in love with and that has really inspired my afternoon (today) and have made them part of me.


1. "Life has no plot. It is far more interesting than anything you could say about it because language by its very nature, orders things and life really has no order.'' by Erica Jong

Whilst its good to speak several languages, do not allow it to divide your mindset.


2. ''Challenges are what make life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.'' by Joshua J. Marine

   If you don't want challenges, don't ask for a meaningful life in other words. Some people discover their true innate abilities in time of difficulty, happiness, dreams, love etc..

3. ''Sometimes the people who don't talk to you are ones that really want to...'' This is a known fact. 
     People who like and love you are around but hardly they communicate and when they do, its more like a down pour. We all have these kind of people. We often take them for granted or fail to know they care. 

4. ''Life is very interesting if you make mistakes.'' by George Carpenter
    
When you worry too much about what people think and say about you, your dream may never come true. Harsh but this is original truth. I can comfortably tell you I was a victim of this for many years until recent time. Like just recently. People must talk about you because you are relevant and doing things they wish for themselves. Go for your dreams and no looking back.

5. Life is very interesting... in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths. 

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Phnom Penh Mega Praise and Worship

Praise God! You are invited to MEGA PRAISE AND WORSHIP where God is going to be speaking to as many that need Christ Jesus in their lives in order to live and fulfill their plans and purpose in life. God has not created us for shame and struggles and whatever our situation might be today, I strongly believe this program would tear down kingdom of evil and disappointment and God's people would receive help from HEAVEN and be liberated from every oppression of the devil. THE DAYS ARE OVER FOR THE ENEMY TO KEEP GOD'S PEOPLE IN BONDAGE. 

Early this year, I was going through what I don't know and I have never been so lost and confused this way in my life. I was hit with heavy betrayal by those I love and trusted so much. The pain was so heavy that I completely lost myself. I'm into events and parties organizing. I love what I do. I wanted to get back desperately so others won't see me as failure or something. I remember God in this instant time. I started seeking help from God. I attended vigils and different programs at different places. One day I was praying, I heard a voice saying...If you could glorify my name,  I would hasten my word concerning you. Then I ask, Lord what must I do now? I heard the voice again. ''Begin your 2016 events calendar with praise and worship''. I failed to listen and went on doing my things. I decided to NOT miss church instead of hearken to what the voice had told me. I was considering many stuff. What people going to say about me. I was SHY to be identify with Christ despite my love for God. Things went from bad to worse for me. ''Whenever God is going to use you, He disrupts everything in your life and make you UNCOMFORTABLE in order for you to grow.'' Almost everyone I know asking me to go back to where I belong and that's God. My good friend Oshare whom God communicate through, constantly refer me to church. In his words...'' Go back to Alter where you belong. You are having troubles because you are running away from God.'' I know I don't ever want to be a pastor. This scare me away from being involved with church activities. Please come to MEGA PRAISE AND WORSHIP to hear full testimony. 

With my situation getting worse and 2016 speedily coming to an end, my worries grows bigger daily and I hate the situation I found myself and to get out of this mess, MEGA PRAISE AND WORSHIP must happen. I have a strong believe this will be moment of liberation for me and for anyone going through similar situation or believing God for anything. 

VENUE

We are looking for a venue within the city and anyone with useful information should please reach out with details on flyer. The decision to use neutral spot for this program is that everyone feel free to welcome. Doors are wide open to all welling to come in. Please do NOT see this about me but God showing His greatness.   

DATE: It's certainly this November 2016 

All churches and believers of all races are invited. We are in need of volunteers as well. We are open to new ideas so feel free to reach out. 

Kindly follow @alascospicetv and @unofficialharryspice on Instagram for daily updates. Thank you and see God blessing and opening more doors for his people through Mega Praise and Worship. Help invite others. 

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My registered Entertainment Company

In paste years, I have been on the looking out in map of life to which purpose I was born to fulfill. I have tried and done several stuff just to feel the sense of belonging and satisfaction from the inside.

Setting up entertainment company in a country where English is a second language has been the most challenging task of my life right now, having to deal with bilingual transition of events and parties organized and ensuring your passing, not just right information but also making sure your messages and information are not offensive to your audience.

The name ALASCOSPICE, is a combination of given nick names way back when I was a kid. Funny enough, I used to not like it cause I thought people were making fun of me calling me ALASCO. I'm the last born of my Dad and there was a strong bond between my father and myself which was strange to many at that time, I believe. And I remember first person to call me Alasco at the age of 4-6. Our neighbor's son name Monday Ejenavi.

I became used to the name when I got admission into uni as most of my campus friends were making up nicknames for themselves and didn't feel like being behind the trend.

ALASCOSPICE was officially birthed after a horrible break up with my ex girlfriend in 2013. I thought she was my God given supporting and loving woman throughout my life journey. We were planning this move together along other stuff too. Life was a complete nightmare for almost a year for me without her cause I loved her. First time ever, I felt like, I couldn't live a day without someone. 99.9% of the breakup was my fault. I was young and stupid and I take full responsibility for what happened or whatsoever.

Laughing Outloud: Music Comedy Dance

Held on June 18th 2014 @Codered Club Phnom Penh

The best and biggest Nigeria/Africa entertainment show in Cambodia which featured upcoming artistes such as Trap Godwin MC Rich-Forever CEO of RFM nation with most trending song 'Pardon My Manners' along side newly discovered and signed boy of Big Do Records 'Testimony' and lots more who thrilled the crowd till they stood on their feet from start till the end. Show was created and organized by ALASCOSPICE Entertainment then supported by BOYZ Entertainment and by Mr. Osy Prince Jude CEO of Easy-Business Ventures.

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Punchliners debut

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It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what's more painful is to love someone and never find courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet few wrong people before we meet right ones and we would finally know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and romance in the relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never met to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes another opens but often time we look so longer to the closed door and we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can just be with never say a word and then walk away feeling like it was best conversation you've ever had. Its true we don't know what we got until we lose it. But its also true we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance they love you back. Don't expect love in return! Just wait until it grows in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. There are things you would love to hear that you will never hear from person who you would like to hear them from but don't be so deaf as long as you hear them from the person who says it from their heart.

Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you feel you can't let go. Love come to those who still hope although they been disappointed. To those who still believe although they been betrayed. To those who still need to love although they have been hurt before. And to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again. 

It takes only a minute to get crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone but it takes a life time to forget someone. 

Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile. Because it takes only a smile to make dark days bright.

Hope you find someone that makes you smile!!!