Today, I feel exhausted after two hours training and should be in my ever lonely bed sleeping but then I sat on the floor of my bathroom thinking. Cause I'm a thinker and I do this often whenever I took time to myself. So I got up to mirror next to me then I said to myself. Who among everyone I've met here and can refer to as my homie and what marks/effects they leave on me. I couldn't think of one thing precisely as everyone them has their own uniqueness and I'm convinced our meeting isn't by accident. But why are we friends and who would life have been without these people?
This gonna be hard but let me see how much I feel I know about these people I hang out with most times. What effects they do have and leave on others. Please I stand to be corrected constructively when my opinion says otherwise about anyone. It's entirely personal point of view. Now let's get going people...
First on my list was this man.
Well, this blog is created as a medium to share my thoughts, ideas, feelings with friends only. Am not a professional blogger and since I devote much of my time to writing I decided to create this to express myself in my own way. Hope you enjoy reading my boring adventures :-)
Friday, November 22, 2013
ADD...
I can't sing but I'm gonna work hard for you to like me
Didn't dream cause if I failed then I might be
What they say I was. Could I ever say I did?
Tell yay now that I'm 2nd to admit it's insecure.
I can't understand the application, if I applied myself
I guess there would be no situation...
But who teaches who? When everyday's a substitute
I tried to plant LOVE but it never took root.
My soul got weeds and the roots are too deep
The roots don't sail cause the roots are too deep
WAIT! ADD see my roots too deep.
A kid too afraid to close his eyes and sleep.
Can't you hear me stutter every time I speak?
Fear, shame, disappointment and heartbreak said hello
When SHE left me weak....
Loved me and left me with abandonment issues.
Pain's a secret but it illuminates in me then
It creates a menu in and within me...
It puts sadness and disappointment on my plates.
You don't know till later how much ever I eat of it now.
I'm watching my weight. Will this be my hardest lesson?
But if it's not, then I'm on to the next one
Hoping I might get lucky then erased all my sadness
And broken heart stories. But then no giving up
Even as fear of ever getting hurt again slowly settles in...
So I say hello FEAR, it's about time we speak.
I'm so gonna kick you outta my life and turn everything
Around for good and redefined my LOVE life again.
It may take a while cause our roots runs deep...
But before you leave...
I want all those things you took from me back!
This is for someone I love and care about and can't have for some unreasonable facts.You know yourself! You'll always remain part of my life.
Didn't dream cause if I failed then I might be
What they say I was. Could I ever say I did?
Tell yay now that I'm 2nd to admit it's insecure.
I can't understand the application, if I applied myself
I guess there would be no situation...
But who teaches who? When everyday's a substitute
I tried to plant LOVE but it never took root.
My soul got weeds and the roots are too deep
The roots don't sail cause the roots are too deep
WAIT! ADD see my roots too deep.
A kid too afraid to close his eyes and sleep.
Can't you hear me stutter every time I speak?
Fear, shame, disappointment and heartbreak said hello
When SHE left me weak....
Loved me and left me with abandonment issues.
Pain's a secret but it illuminates in me then
It creates a menu in and within me...
It puts sadness and disappointment on my plates.
You don't know till later how much ever I eat of it now.
I'm watching my weight. Will this be my hardest lesson?
But if it's not, then I'm on to the next one
Hoping I might get lucky then erased all my sadness
And broken heart stories. But then no giving up
Even as fear of ever getting hurt again slowly settles in...
So I say hello FEAR, it's about time we speak.
I'm so gonna kick you outta my life and turn everything
Around for good and redefined my LOVE life again.
It may take a while cause our roots runs deep...
But before you leave...
I want all those things you took from me back!
This is for someone I love and care about and can't have for some unreasonable facts.You know yourself! You'll always remain part of my life.
Friday, November 15, 2013
You saved me!
When everyone is gone away
I can always count on you to be right there
And when I felt like giving up
You were always there to push me on
And when I fell to the floor and no one cares
You stretched your hands out and pulled me up
You saved me and you were there when I called
You found me when I was lost
You gave me hope when there was none for me
You showed me what LOVE is when you saved me
You also showed me how to love when you saved me
Thank you! Thank you!! Thank you!!!
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Help nothing is so small..
Please, whatever you can give, no amount is too small and your little contributions will go along way in restoring this family. Thank you and God will reward your generosity mind.
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