ADD...

I can't sing but I'm gonna work hard for you to like me
Didn't dream cause if I failed then I might be 
What they say I was. Could I ever say I did?
Tell yay now that I'm 2nd to admit it's insecure.
I can't understand the application, if I applied myself
I guess there would be no situation...
But who teaches who? When everyday's a substitute
I tried to plant LOVE but it never took root.
My soul got weeds and the roots are too deep
The roots don't sail cause the roots are too deep
WAIT! ADD see my roots too deep. 
A kid too afraid to close his eyes and sleep.
Can't you hear me stutter every time I speak?
Fear, shame, disappointment and heartbreak said hello 
When SHE left me weak....
Loved me and left me with abandonment issues.
Pain's a secret but it illuminates in me then 
It creates a menu in and within me...
It puts sadness and disappointment on my plates.
You don't know till later how much ever I eat of it now.
I'm watching my weight. Will this be my hardest lesson?
But if it's not, then I'm on to the next one 
Hoping I might get lucky then erased all my sadness 
And broken heart stories. But then no giving up 
Even as fear of ever getting hurt again slowly settles in...
So I say hello FEAR, it's about time we speak.
I'm so gonna kick you outta my life and turn everything 
Around for good and redefined my LOVE life again.
It may take a while cause our roots runs deep...
But before you leave...

I want all those things you took from me back!


This is for someone I love and care about and can't have for some unreasonable facts.You know yourself! You'll always remain part of my life.